The kaswida “Hisani Yangu” by Ukhty Adila expresses deep emotional struggles and reflections on the concept of goodwill and its absence in the singer’s life. The phrase “hisani yangu imeniponza mie” translates to “my goodwill has led me astray,” indicating how attempts to be generous or kind have backfired, resulting in feelings of being looked down upon.
Ukhty Adila laments a difficult life filled with challenges, stating, “sina wema katika hii dunia” (“I have no goodwill in this world”), which highlights a sense of isolation and the weight of personal burdens. The repeated mention of suffering and calamities emphasizes the emotional toll these experiences take on her, as she admits, “kila kukicha mabalaa ninatupiwa mimi” (“every morning, calamities are thrown at me”).
The singer’s plea reflects a desire to escape these painful situations, expressing exhaustion from enduring hardship: “sitaki kujikera nimechoka kwa maudhi” (“I don’t want to struggle anymore; I’m tired of the troubles”).
Ultimately, “Hisani Yangu” serves as a poignant reminder of the complexities of human relationships and the impact of kindness that, at times, may go unreciprocated, leaving one feeling disheartened in a world that often lacks compassion.
